Finding Freedom in Christ: Reflections from the SRA Recovery Event

On August 30, 2025, our ministry held a special live event focused on recovery from Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA). This was not just another gathering—it was a sacred time. For the very first time, we streamed from a professional studio, but even more important, we came together under God’s presence to declare the truth of Luke 4:18: Jesus heals the brokenhearted and sets the captives free.

Pastor Timothy Tomlinson opened in prayer, asking the Holy Spirit to lead us. Minister Randy Goodwin, a close friend and faithful servant of Christ, shared his personal story along with wisdom for those seeking healing from SRA. Their message pointed us back to the seriousness of finding freedom, the strong foundation of Scripture for inner healing, the hope we have in the Courts of Heaven, and the power found in sharing testimony.

This blog is a reflection on that night—the teachings, the voices of survivors, and the heart of a pastor reaching out with love. My prayer is that as you read, you will hear your Heavenly Father calling you into His healing and freedom.

Opening Prayer

The event began with prayer. Pastor Timothy gave thanks to the Lord for an open heaven and for His angels sent to care for those in need. He asked that survivors would not only listen to God’s Word but also live it out (James 1:22).

Prayer is the foundation of freedom. It reminds us that true healing does not come from people but from God alone. As Psalm 34:18 tells us, “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” This opening prayer was not just a routine—it was a holy invitation for God to move with power and love.

Minister Randy Goodwin’s Testimony

Minister Randy shared his own journey. For years, he lived in bondage, weighed down by sin and trauma, until he surrendered fully to Jesus. Out of his healing, God gave him a calling to minister to SRA survivors and to those trapped in occult practices who want to find freedom in Christ.

His testimony highlighted a central truth: freedom requires seriousness. A casual approach will not work. Jesus Himself said, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me” (Luke 9:23). Healing is not passive—it takes intentional pursuit of Christ.

Pastor Timothy reminded us that God uses imperfect people. King David failed, the disciples stumbled, yet God chose them as vessels of His glory. “God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise” (1 Corinthians 1:27).

Resources for Survivors

The ministry offers practical resources because equipping is part of the healing journey.

• Free Spiritual Warfare Training: Teaching believers to stand in authority, call on Jesus as Friend and Father, and resist the enemy (Ephesians 6:10-11).

• The Daniel Prayer Playbook: A training that helps believers see breakthrough in prayer by learning courtroom strategies rooted in Scripture.

• Minister Randy’s book, Mind Control Programming for SRA Survivors: An affordable resource ($8–12) that explains programming and points survivors to Jesus for healing.

As Jesus said, “Freely you have received; freely give” (Matthew 10:8). These tools are offered to empower survivors to walk in freedom.

Understanding Mind Control Programming

Randy explained how programming originates. He tied it back to God’s design for the womb. Scripture says, “Every male that opens the womb shall be called holy to the Lord” (Luke 2:23). But the enemy has twisted this sacred place. In occult practices, rituals mark children before birth, splitting their minds and binding their identities in darkness.

He described how trauma is deliberately inflicted on infants from birth to age three, causing dissociation and multiple alternate personalities. Substances placed in the womb, rituals performed, and words spoken all seek to corrupt what God intended for good.

Psalm 139:13-14 reminds us, “You knit me together in my mother’s womb… I am fearfully and wonderfully made.” Satan tries to destroy what God has created, but God’s design is stronger than the enemy’s corruption.

The Roots of Programming

Programming is reinforced through trauma, rituals, and coded words. These fractures of the mind are hidden in what survivors call “worlds.” The enemy seals them with spiritual rituals so they remain closed—until Jesus comes in to heal.

Randy warned that shouting “out in Jesus’ name” without discernment may do more harm than good. Healing must go to the root. Jesus said, “Every plant that my heavenly Father has not planted will be pulled up by the roots” (Matthew 15:13). True freedom comes when Jesus uncovers the root and heals it.

Trauma and Conditioning

Programming is not only ritualistic but also emotional. Unloving words from parents can plant lies: “Nobody loves me,” “I am worthless.” These lies are sealed through trauma.

But God’s Word uproots lies with truth. Romans 8:38-39 declares that nothing can separate us from God’s love—not demons, not trauma, not even death. Survivors may feel unloved, but as Pastor Timothy said:

“You don’t have to feel loved, but you truly are loved in Jesus’ name.”

Survivor Testimonies

The teaching came alive as survivors courageously shared their stories:

• Astrid Kessler spoke of childhood abuse, church hurt, and demonic attacks at night. Pastor Timothy prayed over a traumatic memory, asking Jesus to bring peace. Healing was not instant, but seeds of restoration were planted. “Being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion” (Philippians 1:6).

• Kristie Van Kley struggled with health problems and night terrors. Pastor Timothy led her through a self-deliverance prayer using Hebrews 4:12, asking God’s Word to divide soul and spirit. Kristie testified she saw angels around her during prayer, echoing Hebrews 1:14: “Are not all angels ministering spirits sent to serve those who will inherit salvation?”

• Deborah Haynes battled extreme OCD rooted in past trauma. Pastor Timothy encouraged her to press into prayer, remain faithful in church, and pursue further counseling. Healing is both spiritual and practical. “Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed” (James 5:16).

Family and Community Healing

The ripple effects of trauma were also addressed:

• Foster Children: Penny Di Marco shared about two girls abused in foster care who developed violent “altars” claiming to be demons. Pastor Timothy lamented that most facilities only medicate symptoms instead of healing roots. He urged foster families to fill homes with Scripture, prayer, and spiritual tools. Proverbs 22:6 reminds us, “Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it.”

• Stephanie’s Mother: A woman experienced choking, gagging, and felt cut off from God despite prayer and fasting. Pastor Timothy recommended changing strategy—petitioning God in the Courts of Heaven. Hebrews 4:16 invites us: “Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.”

Ongoing Inner Healing

Pastor Timothy emphasized that inner healing is not a one-time event. Healing is a process. He encouraged survivors to write down every memory and bring each before Jesus. Some wounds heal instantly; others resurface and require repeated surrender.

Ecclesiastes 3:3 reminds us, “There is a time to heal.” Healing is seasonal, layered, and continuous. Staying “plugged in” through daily Bible reading, teaching, worship, and fellowship keeps believers grounded in Christ (John 15:7).

Programming vs. Oppression

Timothy distinguished between systematic programming and spiritual oppression:

• Programming: Deeply sealed by trauma and rituals, involving multiple personalities. Healing requires systematic inner work with Christ.

• Spiritual oppression: Often tied to one traumatic moment, leading to blackouts or sudden changes. Deliverance may be quicker but still requires discernment.

Ephesians 6:12 says, “We wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, powers, rulers of darkness, and spiritual wickedness in high places.” Understanding this difference prevents frustration and equips ministers to respond wisely.

Jesus the Advocate in the Courts of Heaven

One of the most powerful teachings was the Courts of Heaven. Drawing from Luke 18 and the parable of the persistent widow, Pastor Timothy explained how believers can present their case before God.

He reminded us that Jesus is not only the Judge but also our Advocate. “If anyone sins, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous” (1 John 2:1). Hebrews 7:25 adds that Jesus “always lives to intercede for us.”

In the heavenly courtroom, the enemy may try to accuse, but Revelation 12:10 declares that Satan is the “accuser of the brethren” who has been cast down. Jesus stands beside us, silencing accusations with His blood (Revelation 12:11).

Some receive an instant verdict in the Courts of Heaven. For others, healing unfolds gradually as God walks them through process. Both are valid, because God is both Judge and Father.

The Role of the Church

Pastor Timothy lamented that many churches avoid these hard topics. Survivors often come as a last resort. But the church is called to be a hospital for the broken (Isaiah 61:1).

He suggested that churches should create dedicated spaces for counseling and healing. The Body of Christ must step in where secular facilities medicate symptoms but do not heal roots. Only Jesus can transform the heart.

He also shared that Pastor Sarah in the ministry works exclusively with women in exorcism and inner healing. This ensures women have safe, Spirit-filled spaces for deep work with God.

The Light of Testimony

At the start, Pastor Timothy reminded us that sharing testimonies is part of being the light of the world. Jesus said in Matthew 5:14, “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.”

The survivor stories we heard—Astrid, Kristie, Deborah—were not only personal moments of healing but also lights for others walking in darkness. Revelation 12:11 declares, “They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony.”

Conclusion: The Hope of Jesus

The event ended with announcements about future trainings, including a two-hour event on self-deliverance in the Courts of Heaven. But more than logistics, it ended with hope.

For survivors of SRA, healing is often long and layered. But it is real. It is available. And it is anchored in the love of Christ.

The enemy may have sought to destroy identity and hope, but Jesus restores. He heals broken hearts, sets captives free, and brings light into the deepest darkness. As Pastor Timothy declared,

“The brokenhearted will be healed, captives will be set free, and Jesus Christ is Lord over every wound and every trauma.”

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Questions & Answers from the SRA Recovery Event

During our SRA Recovery Event on August 30, 2025, many powerful questions were asked. Survivors, family members, and those ministering to others wanted to know how to walk out healing in very real situations. Pastor Timothy Tomlinson and Minister Randy Goodwin responded with biblical wisdom and practical steps.

Below is a summary of key questions and answers from the event.

Q1: What if I’ve tried prayer and fasting, but nothing changes?

Answer: Pastor Timothy encouraged a change in strategy by presenting the case before God in the

Courts of Heaven (Luke 18:7-8). Sometimes, we need to shift from pleading endlessly to approaching God as Judge and asking Him to issue a verdict against the enemy.

He reminded us of Hebrews 4:16: “Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.”

Q2: How do we help children who’ve gone through SRA or deep trauma?

Answer: Timothy explained that most facilities focus on medicating children instead of healing their hearts. But children need Scripture and safe love.

He suggested filling homes with prayer, worship, and spiritual warfare worksheets. Foster parents especially should create an atmosphere where God’s Word speaks louder than trauma. Proverbs 22:6 reminds us, “Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it.”

Q3: What is the difference between spiritual oppression and SRA programming?

Answer: Pastor Timothy distinguished between the two:

• Oppression: Usually tied to one traumatic moment. It may cause a blackout or behavior shift. Deliverance often brings quick relief.

• Programming: Systematic and deeply sealed by rituals. This involves alternate personalities that were intentionally created and reinforced. Healing is possible, but it takes time and systematic inner work with Jesus.

Ephesians 6:12 reminds us that “our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers… against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.”

Q4: Can survivors really be set free if programming began in the womb?

Answer: Minister Randy explained that yes—healing is still possible. While rituals may begin before birth, Jesus’ blood is greater than generational curses (Exodus 34:7).

Timothy reminded listeners of Galatians 3:13: “Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us.” No matter how early the programming began, Jesus’ redemption reaches deeper.

Q5: How long does healing take?

Answer: Pastor Timothy was honest: healing is not always instant. Some receive quick verdicts in the Courts of Heaven, while others must walk through a longer process. Both are valid.

He encouraged people to write down every trauma and bring each one before the Lord. Healing is ongoing, like peeling back layers. Philippians 1:6 promises, “He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”

Q6: Is online ministry as effective as in-person sessions?

Answer: Yes. Timothy explained that online sessions are often safer and more effective because survivors are in their own secure space, with control over their environment. The presence of God is not limited by distance (Matthew 18:20).

Q7: Why don’t more churches talk about this?

Answer: Timothy grieved that too many churches avoid hard topics like SRA. Survivors often only come to the church when all else has failed. But the church is called to be a hospital for the brokenhearted (Isaiah 61:1).

He urged leaders to open space for counseling, inner healing, and prayer. The church must move beyond surface-level ministry to deep restoration.

Q8: Can someone who isn’t saved still receive healing?

Answer: Yes. Timothy emphasized that healing is accessible to all. Jesus often healed before people confessed Him as Lord (Mark 2:5–12). Sometimes, freedom comes first—and salvation follows as hearts are softened.

Closing Encouragement

The Q&A time made one truth clear: there is no situation too deep for Jesus to redeem. Whether trauma happened in the womb, in childhood, or later in life, Christ has power to heal.

As Revelation 12:11 says, “They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony.”

Every question led back to this truth: Jesus is the Healer, Advocate, and Deliverer. He is faithful to walk with every survivor until freedom is complete.

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Stories of Healing: Volunteer Walkthroughs from the SRA Recovery Event

One of the most powerful moments of the SRA Recovery Event on August 30, 2025, was when volunteers bravely stepped forward for live ministry. These were not staged demonstrations — they were real people with real struggles. Each story showed us that Jesus still heals today.

Here are the highlights of those walkthroughs, shared with their permission, and what we can all learn from them.

Astrid’s Story: Healing from Childhood and Church Abuse

Astrid shared painful memories of abuse, both in childhood and within the church. On top of that, she experienced nightly demonic attacks that left her exhausted and fearful.

As she spoke, Pastor Timothy gently led her into prayer. Together they brought one specific traumatic memory to Jesus — the time when sexual attacks began shortly after she came to salvation. Timothy asked Jesus to step into that memory and bring peace.

Astrid described sensing God’s presence, though the full healing was not complete in that moment. Pastor Timothy reminded her that healing is sometimes a process, not an instant miracle.

He encouraged her with Philippians 1:6: “He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”

Astrid’s courage reminded everyone watching that no matter how deep the wounds, Jesus is faithful to finish what He starts.

Kristie’s Story: Battling Fear and Insomnia

Kristie, another survivor of SRA, came forward struggling with ongoing health issues, fear, and relentless night attacks that robbed her of sleep.

Pastor Timothy led her through a self-deliverance prayer. Using Hebrews 4:12, he prayed for the Word of God to “divide soul and spirit,” exposing the root of her insomnia and fear. He guided her to command oppressive spirits to leave in Jesus’ name, and then invited Jesus to reveal the truth behind her torment.

As they prayed, Kristie testified that she sensed angels surrounding her. This echoed the promise of Psalm 91:11, “For He will command His angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways.”

Though Kristie’s healing was not yet complete, she left strengthened by the reality that God’s presence is greater than the darkness that attacked her. Pastor Timothy reassured her that ongoing healing is normal, and that Jesus walks patiently with her through every step.

Deborah’s Story: Struggles with OCD and Trauma

Later, Deborah shared her struggle with extreme OCD tied to trauma from her past. The daily battle left her weary and discouraged.

Pastor Timothy prayed over her and encouraged her to stay connected to prayer, her church family, and the ministry’s spiritual warfare training. He also suggested that Christian counseling could support her ongoing journey.

He reminded Deborah of Isaiah 41:10: “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

Her courage to admit her struggles showed the audience that healing often requires humility and persistence. Deborah’s story reminds us that God never despises our weakness — He meets us in it.

Lessons from the Walkthroughs

These three volunteer sessions taught us several important truths about healing:

1. Healing Can Be Instant or Progressive

   • Some wounds are healed immediately, while others take time. Both are valid. Jesus heals in His way and His timing.

2. Jesus Meets Us in Our Memories

   • Inner healing is not about forgetting but about inviting Jesus into the memory to redeem it. As Romans 8:28 promises, “In all things God works for the good of those who love Him.”

3. The Presence of God is Greater than the Darkness

   • Whether through sensing angels, peace, or His still small voice, survivors were reminded that God is actively with them.

4. Community is Essential

   • Healing often happens in the context of prayer, guidance, and safe fellowship. Survivors do not walk alone. Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 says, “Two are better than one… if either of them falls down, one can help the other up.”

A Call to Hope

These stories were raw, unfinished, and real — and that’s what made them so powerful. Healing is not about appearing perfect; it’s about walking step by step with Jesus.

Astrid, Kristie, and Deborah remind us that freedom in Christ is a journey. It may begin with one prayer, but it continues as survivors keep bringing every wound to the Lord.

For those reading who see themselves in these stories: know that you are not alone. Jesus is still healing. His love reaches into the deepest places, and His Spirit brings peace where the enemy sowed pain.

As Psalm 147:3 says, “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.”

Closing Words from Pastor Timothy

As we conclude this special series from the SRA Recovery Event, I want to thank each of you for walking through these teachings, testimonies, and moments of ministry with us. Whether you joined live or are reading these reflections now, know this: Jesus has not forgotten you. He is still the Healer, still the Deliverer, and still the One who binds up the brokenhearted.

Your healing journey may be a single step or a long road, but you do not walk it alone. We, as a ministry, are standing with you in prayer and faith. More importantly, the Lord Himself promises, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you” (Hebrews 13:5).

If you are a survivor, a family member, or someone simply searching for hope, remember this truth: there is no wound too deep for the love of Christ to reach.

On behalf of our entire team, thank you for allowing us to serve you in this way. We look forward to continuing the journey with you — through prayer, teaching, and the ministry of Jesus Christ.

With love and blessing,

Pastor Timothy Tomlinson Senior Pastor & Counselor

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